46. the person i usually hate the most is myself.

45. im slowly learning to love me. all of me.

44. Sometimes it seems like the drugs find me.

43. Sometimes I wish it wasn’t so easy for me to find drugs.

42. A friend of mine has girls that he, in a way, sells and controls. He is 14. And he does crack.

41. Cats. I fucking love them.

40. I’m getting too old for this shit.

39. i dont believe in love. i never have. i simply believe in mindless attractions.

38. I really dont feel like coming back to America.

37. i am an awful kisser. just completely horrible. its that bad.

36. I dont cry in public unless im trying to get something.

35. im not lesbian

34. i hate talking/joking about sexual things.

33. alex cruz tried to cuddle with me.

32. i dont give short guys a second glance.